Sad day for all of us.

I finally watched emily rose of the whatnot shits..


Lol.


And the diagnosis...



The original Exorcist... cubed. ahaha.


Lemme spoil the story lets see hmm..

Priest got accused and brought to court for allegedly killing the possesed. She died in the end, but people dont believe in the ghaib, so they point fingers.

Story starts from there, a narration of some sort.

She's a sensitive girl and a strong believer of god got possessed slowly by 6 diff demons including lucifer (iblis) himself.

Evidently, she thinks she's gone nuts because every1 around her is turning into demons. But in truth, she's the one who's being possessed.











Wonder with me a lil.

Now.. exorcist the movie was made god know's how long ago. Decades. And even then you'd still be imagining lil girls' with faces more horrid than anything u've ever seen everywhere u go.
That was decades ago. Decades.




Imagine that with the technology in movie and entertainment today ; )

So think about it.


On the not-so-good-side of things. I think im gonna be inactive on this blog for good. Seems, letting my heart and soul in alphabets and numericals is just getting pathetic since no 1 actually gives a shit. But anyway. See you on the other side of life yeah.

Remember, Life is a garden. Dig it.

Shaddap. I know i haven't blogged in abt a month. Nothing much to talk about. But i guess now there is.

Guess what, you all know abt my size shrinking prob right ? Well get this, its RAMADHAN. The extravagant month of shrinking. Not only will i get thinner, ill get smaller. My god.

Looking forward to raya this year. Before this i wouldnt want a Raya. Duit raya ? Lol. Das hast schon vorbei passt. Now i am suppose to give out money. Imagine that. 17 years has passed. And its the first time im looking forward to raya ahaha.

Since im in this new environment, puasa is a bit different than usual. I now pray Tarawikh berjemaah. Which is better i think. But now were gonna raya without my bro. Sad case. Picture this though, he must having one hell of a tough time there in russia where by the temperature is freaking -40 degrees ahaha. Good luck dudes.

Exams are next week. Im pissing in my pants. Through out this whole week ive been mixed feelings. On one hand i wanna study, the other i wanna beat the crap out of those who're smarter than me. On one leg for that matter, i wanna socialize well, but on the other im kinda neglecting certain people for reasons im not really sure i still know.

It's a her yes. I mean, it's a her .. duh.

Don't know why, i went for reconciliation but wouldnt work. So for the first time in my life i guess i wanna ignore her completely. Cruel eh? Been about a month or so. Her friends seem to notice, not sure whether she does or not. If she does she should act different, i guess not. Im nothing but a pawn, used and gets killed for nothin.

Miss my yin. She's been gone for way too long. She's like a shot that i need to have once every few months. But this time she never came back. Come home dear.

Smallville is finally being aired on Msian tv. Sundays 10 pm. Although i have seen the whole S4. So HAHAHAHA. Taking my driving license soon too. That's all for now.

Hopes :
1. Reconciliation is inevitable. Only people will control how it is to be laid out.
2. Wanna catch a movie with yin.
3. Kick smarter peoples' asses.
4. Get my savings in my BCB up to RM5k. I haven't touched a single cent of the scholarship fundings ahaha.

Okie dokie. Things are settling down. My confused and lost mind is not where it was before. All clogged up and shit. I channeled my problems to other stuff.

For instance, speaking of clogging, ive clogged up the 3 leaking spots on the freakin pipe right above my bed. It was leaking and itd be a miracle if only humans dispose clear water... -_-

I have officially settled with my new studying hot spots. Well timing i mean. Ok lets see. A day in a life of Duh Duded. 6.35 am. I wake up to the music of my own songs. Turn left of my bed, switch on the water kettle and pray. I change clothes while i toast 2 pieces of bread. Usually i put 2 more in case my useless roommates want extra.

7.20 i go down into the bus. Go school before 7.45 am. Start deutsch speaking. After all my classes have ended, lepak in the bibliothek until about 5.30 where another bus will come. By then i go out and makan 1 piece of roti bakar and roti canai banjir mit kari+dal+sambal.

Back home, do some home chores. Chat with the neighbour. If im lucky ill chat with some random chick :P So far that never happened.. Ugh. Lepak around the house until abouot 9 or 10. Play FiFA or Dota or wtv. Then study till 3 am wakaka. And repeat.

Ok GMI's open day has just passed. I uploaded some of the photos in my hududed.piczo.com. Fun day. Glad i didnt miss it. Having my exams in october. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeep. Hopefully i score this time. Ok, bis dann. Tschuss.

Ok i dont know how to explain this.

But have you ever had the feeling that some serious shit is about to burst up?

Well i did. And i think this serious shit about get really serious. Could even be something so serious, tears may come out naturally out of my eyesockets.

Did i say i did? i meant i still do. I dont want to elaborate much further, God forbid what would happen. Anyway..

Dont feel so good if that the question. Have the sick feeling in my stomach and i dont even have a presentation to lay out, i dont have constipation and i dont have diorrhea. Ich habe keine Verstopfung und keine Magengeschwür.

Chemistry is getting suckier by the minute. But i cant complain much, i guess this is how it is in the uni later. Other than that, my english teacher finally opened up her mind with wisdom. Why i suddenly side on that freakin feminist ? She speaks of the uselessness of malay culture. Which is what i would share with the world if i had balls with bigger diameters.

Exams out. Results:

Mechanics - 18/25
Mathematics - 33/33
German- 31/34

Been emailing and chatting with a whole lot of penpals recently. Good to have friends 2 years before we meet em eh ? ahaha.

Last piece of advice for today,
give your family a break. Enjoy doing more of what you can for them now, than suffer from the inability to do anything for them later.
Remember this line.
"Syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu"
"Heaven is underneath the mother's feet"

He. Für eine Weile gedachtes I hatte ich herauf das Blogging gegeben. Aber ich verwirkliche jetzt, daß einige Leute noch mich vermissen. Einige Leute wirklich interessiert.

Das Leben geht bis jetzt groß. Mechaniker hat angefangen. Chemielehrer beginnt zu unterrichten. Englischer Lehrer ist noch ein Weibchen, aber es ist ganz gut. Physiklabor ist interessant. TBA ist viel mehr Spaß, weil unsere Anweisung fernsehen soll.

Ok. I'm sick of thinking about what to write.

Here's a recap of what ive been doing. All classes have officially started. Im gonna have my first exam in October.

Physics lab has started. Chem teacher finally comes into class. Eng teacher is still a biatch, but its all good. Our last assignment was to do a kind of collage but with words, and later ive got a speech to present. Maths is seriously interesting. Borhan [teacher] made the class wirklich Spaß.

Starting to stay back in GMI until 7 pm. Its really a lot of work but i know its all for the best. Besides the endless assignments, I do have something else i like to do. Its either swim, frozen throne or freaking read a damn book. I have read 2 actually. One of which was quite amusing. And guess what yin. It's something you asked me to read. And now i have something i would like to discuss with you.

Anyway, money is rolling in already. MYR 860.00. Nice number eh ? Goes well in my BCB account. QY & Derek. Missed you two. The rest of the MCA. Missed you loads. Yin. Missed you most.

Till then. Tschüss.