Just forget it
POSTED AT 04:49 PM

duh88

Shaddap. I know i haven't blogged in abt a month. Nothing much to talk about. But i guess now there is.

Guess what, you all know abt my size shrinking prob right ? Well get this, its RAMADHAN. The extravagant month of shrinking. Not only will i get thinner, ill get smaller. My god.

Looking forward to raya this year. Before this i wouldnt want a Raya. Duit raya ? Lol. Das hast schon vorbei passt. Now i am suppose to give out money. Imagine that. 17 years has passed. And its the first time im looking forward to raya ahaha.

Since im in this new environment, puasa is a bit different than usual. I now pray Tarawikh berjemaah. Which is better i think. But now were gonna raya without my bro. Sad case. Picture this though, he must having one hell of a tough time there in russia where by the temperature is freaking -40 degrees ahaha. Good luck dudes.

Exams are next week. Im pissing in my pants. Through out this whole week ive been mixed feelings. On one hand i wanna study, the other i wanna beat the crap out of those who're smarter than me. On one leg for that matter, i wanna socialize well, but on the other im kinda neglecting certain people for reasons im not really sure i still know.

It's a her yes. I mean, it's a her .. duh.

Don't know why, i went for reconciliation but wouldnt work. So for the first time in my life i guess i wanna ignore her completely. Cruel eh? Been about a month or so. Her friends seem to notice, not sure whether she does or not. If she does she should act different, i guess not. Im nothing but a pawn, used and gets killed for nothin.

Miss my yin. She's been gone for way too long. She's like a shot that i need to have once every few months. But this time she never came back. Come home dear.

Smallville is finally being aired on Msian tv. Sundays 10 pm. Although i have seen the whole S4. So HAHAHAHA. Taking my driving license soon too. That's all for now.

Hopes :
1. Reconciliation is inevitable. Only people will control how it is to be laid out.
2. Wanna catch a movie with yin.
3. Kick smarter peoples' asses.
4. Get my savings in my BCB up to RM5k. I haven't touched a single cent of the scholarship fundings ahaha.
Listening to: Remy Zero - Save me
Feeling: Pissed at nys